There was an important thing I learnt and realized yesterday. Honestly I started to think about it based on a simple experienced. When I was queueing in a minimarket, there was another customer ask my permission to put him first and cut the queue. At that time, my shopping cart full of groceries whereas he only have one item to buy. Normally, I will just let it be, casually and sincerely will just say "okay, sure", or something like that. But at that moment I felt annoyed, resentful and another bad feeling, althought I didn't say anything. After that on the way home, I was thinking further about it, honestly this is not the only time I feel irritable lately. There were many moments lately when I easily feel annoyed because of simple things. Why? Finally I realized, I remembered one of hadits about Iman is rises dan falls. If I think about it further, lately I haven't been doing enough ibadah sunnah such as tilawah, dhuha, infaq, etc, indirectly it affected the decline of my iman. The decline in iman affected the condition of my mood and akhlak. Alhamdulillah Allah SWT made me realized, 😭
رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغْ قُلُوْبَنَا بَعْدَ اِذْ هَدَيْتَنَا وَهَبْ لَنَا مِنْ لَّدُنْكَ رَحْمَةً ۚاِنَّكَ اَننْتَ الْوَهَّابُ
